The confidence that it will come out right
Vincent van Gogh to Theo van Gogh, from The Hague, c. 23-28 June 1883
As I write you, I think of that evening - perhaps you remember it, though it is years ago - when you and I together spent an evening with Mauve, when he was still living near the barracks, and he gave us a photograph of a drawing of his, a plow.
Little did I dream at the time that I myself should become a draftsman, nor could I think at the time that difficulties would ever arise between Mauve and me.
I always wonder at our not having made up, the more so because really, if one considers it thoroughly, there is hardly any difference of opinion between us. However, it is so long ago now that my good spirits with regard to my work and the confidence that it will come out right after all are beginning to return. I have experienced that before, notwithstanding everything, but one can't help getting upset and having a melancholy feeling when such persons disapprove of it or say that you are on the wrong track.
Letter 296
Translation courtesy of Robert Harrison.
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As I write you, I think of that evening - perhaps you remember it, though it is years ago - when you and I together spent an evening with Mauve, when he was still living near the barracks, and he gave us a photograph of a drawing of his, a plow.
Little did I dream at the time that I myself should become a draftsman, nor could I think at the time that difficulties would ever arise between Mauve and me.
I always wonder at our not having made up, the more so because really, if one considers it thoroughly, there is hardly any difference of opinion between us. However, it is so long ago now that my good spirits with regard to my work and the confidence that it will come out right after all are beginning to return. I have experienced that before, notwithstanding everything, but one can't help getting upset and having a melancholy feeling when such persons disapprove of it or say that you are on the wrong track.
Letter 296
Translation courtesy of Robert Harrison.
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